I've got the blahs

People.  Today is a rough day. Some days are a lot harder than others and this is one of them.  Sometimes I just get sick to my stomach thinking about a baby! I try to think of other things. I try to throw myself into doing crafts and shopping for Christmas and looking for a new house. But some days it just doesn't work. This is one of those days. My heart hurts and my stomach is fluttering around and I just can't quit thinking about it. Sorry for such a crappy post, sometimes this is just the only place I have where I feel like I can bitch about it without wearing people out.

Beehive listing...too funny!

Funniest Craigslist listing ever!!!

A prettier blog!

Felt it was time to update my blog background...I really like the way it turned out.  Will post some pictures soon from our trip to Houston and San Antonio.

XOXOXO

Out and about around Baton Rouge...

A DD post....

I don't feel good...again.  I know, I'm such a Debbie Downer, right? Whatever, though. My blog, my rules! ;) Also, the word "whatever" is apparently the most annoying word ever.

I'm feeling guilty because I'm secretly wishing someone I know that just had her first IUI isn't pregnant because it hurts soo much every time I find out someone else is having a baby. And I will be so mad if it works for her for the first time. Seriously, why can't my body work?? I mean, I know someone else always has it worse off than me but damnit for reals! I guess I'm just spoiled. I usually get everything I want thanks to my wonderful hubby and now I can't beg and make it happen.  But seriously 17 months is a long time to have been trying and still have nothing in return...well except about 3,000 less dollars so far with the knowledge that the cost will only go up from here.  But whatever. I think I'm going to start saying that more often...just to piss people off. Whatever, whatever, whatever.

I'm in a lovely mood today....  On a slightly different note...three blog posts in four days. Let's see how long I can keep it up.